It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind
If it ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
Cause I'm feelin' nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it...
If I could say what I wanna say
I'd say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I holdin' you too tight?
If I could say what I wanna see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Yes I'm wishin' my life away...
With these things I'll never say...
Ugh I promised myself I wouldn't think about him...wtf's wrong with me??
Ok, so here's what I'm (not) gonna do- I'm not gonna think about him until I talk to him again, which hopefully will be Monday. I hate how we only have 1 class together... I'm not going to think about him because I hate how I feel when I think about him and I'm not going to waste my first weekend feeling like my brain's broken and my heart's empty.
I love Taking Back Sunday so much. I had a dream last night...I guess it was a dream because I was sleeping, but I didn't see anything, I just heard all of their songs playing through my head. It was cool. So I woke up singing 'You're so Last Summer' to my stuffed gorilla that sleeps next to me.
She said dooon't
Don't let it go to your head
Boys like you are diiiime a dozen
Boys like you are diiiime a dozen she said
You're a touch
and I hate it...